So yesterday, after me sending him a text telling him that I wanted to cut down contact as much as possible. Him claiming he understood exactly what I was going through. Me making it very clear that he didn’t have a clue…He thought the appropriate thing to do was to bring BD out to my car last night!!
On what planet was that a good idea or even fair on me?! Does he not know I am a mess and still in love with him? Does he not get that despite really trying to move on, my unspoken wish is that he will turn up on my doorstep begging me to take him back?!!
In a moment of weakness he made stupid promises which he shouldn’t have. I believed him.
He promised he would never date anyone else.
He promised he wouldn’t have anyone else in our bed.
He said he wouldn’t keep the house, as it was ours. He claimed it would be too hard and so he would sell up.
Of course I didn’t expect him to keep those promises, I didn’t want him to end up alone. But I sure as hell expected that he would take more than 3 months for him to get out of my bed and into someone elses.