I’ve had a bad weekend, and the words won’t come. I don’t know what I want to say. I don’t know how to say it. My brain is fried and on some levels I am only just holding things together.
I don’t want to not post today, but everything is so jumbled I don’t know what to say. I don’t know where to start pulling apart the threads.
I went to see Wicked this weekend.
It contains this song….I barely kept it together.
My inability to keep it together lead to a huge fight with a close friend and my kid sister.
To make matter worse, I had to contact the ex about removing my final things from his house and he managed to turn that into a huge fight making me feel like an idiot for ever loving such a heartless jerk…..
Hopefully I’ll be in a better place tomorrow. X